Gravity

Hey guys, :) I am talking to S. while writing this so if it gets messed up i apologize.

     So this morning i awoke in a sicklyness I don't know what it is ugh. I about fainted today in class, but oh well. Haha I kinda had a glimpse to myself it was like a day dream. As I was about to fall E. caught me in my arms. Ha silly right? Lately the messages have been getting less and less and I hope everything is ok. I told S. what I am doing for his birthday. It is a big project. I kope he likes it.

    I realize that i am randomly spotting ideas and sentences, but since nobody reads this it doesn't matter.
I have been listening to the song gravity by sara bareilles today. I don't really know why.
I also had a dream today after i came home and took a nap i was dreaming that me and E. were slow dancing to the song in the arms of an angel. It was me walking over to him and reaching for his hand and starting to slow dance with my arms wrapped up to his shoulders and his around me.

     I honestly think I might have said something unsettling to him. Maby that is ehy there is no response. Could it have been the forward of the blog i posted last? who knows? well good night guys to anyone who actually reads this. i love you all.