Hello everyone. Today is the first day I created my blog. Yay. :0) I am currently 18 years old in college and am a homosexual. I never really had a great life, but I wont bore you with another sap story. Haha. Well I am an artist hoping to maby be a massuse one day I love to work out and well i'll go into that more tomorrow.
Today I woke up as I usualy did and I thought to myself, "today will be a good day."
As I went to go take a shower I had been thinking about what one of my friends, D, had been talking about for the past couple of days. well the days I was on webcam with him. He had been talkin about "Mr. Fantastic" for a while now and in the back of my mind I was wondering who it was. . . I had came to the conclusion it has to be him; E., I mean he is so beautiful everyone must want him. Right?
So I brushed it off like it wasn't anything and started singing while I was in the shower. I sung (What we hate we make, by The Rocket Summer), (Black Horse and a Cherry Tree, by KT Tunstall), and (Apologize, by Silverstien). To myself I think I sound ok, but since i have horrible i have a fear of singing in front of people I officially don't know how good I sound. As I began to dry off in my room I turned on my loptop and continued to sing the song, "What we hate we make." When i'm in a slump I listen to this song, because I am infatuated with its meaning.
Since I have Fridays off from college I took today as a relax day. Since this was a relax day I pretty much stayed on the labtop all day today. :0) (I made these smilies up it's a teddy bear) Later I logged onto my acount on Connexion.org (gay social networking site) and started listening to some of my other music. The first song that started to play was "For All We Know, by Billie Holliday". That really didn't help my self-esteam much, but at the same time I love the song so it didn't matter.
I happened to glance up and I seen that I recieved a message from E. I was happy since obviously I think he is adorable. I mean he fits everything I look for in a guy. He is an amazing friend, sweetheart, country, smart, funny, beautiful smile, and a great body plus being part Greek isn't a bad thing. :0) When I opened up the email it was continueing our conversation about my pictures. I had told him that I was editing my pictures from another website; being flirty I said, "I think they look smexy (super mega sexy)." He had agreed with me saying yeah you got it goin on.This mad me sort of happy considering that I normaly don't get acussed of being good looking in the least bit.
Soon after I had closed out of my acount I looked and I got a text saying that "We are not going to the Gay Pride Festival next week." This completely made me aggravated, because I was going to help pay for stuff and besides I was going to meet my friend S. who is absolutly amazing all around. It is being held October ninth and tenth. Anyone would be mad since they spent like all their time centered around this festival. I asked her why, but then she said b/c her and her girlfriend had officially broken up. I just thought, ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! NOT AGAIN NOT NOW!!!!
So as my day slowly started its decline I finally got to talk to my friend G. who is absolutly awsome too. He looks like a cop with his mustash :0) We talked about our day and I figured that I would talk to him just because i've not actually talked to him much. Chapstick. Now that's a funny word. If only you guys knew, but that is a story for another day. Well guys it looks like I have to go. I am going to watch old movies with my friends.
ttyl,
Icarus.
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